kid-saiyen

So, fun fact, it's been over 2 years since I was last active on dA.
I'm not back for good, though, it's just that it occurred to me that it might be a good idea to start uploading all my creative writing works I've done over the last few years.
Still, I'll try and read any messages.
Also, I can't seem to change any of my Mood, Listening to etc.

Stolen off ... I was bored, and saw his account, saw his quiz, and took it.

BEGIN
1. Will you answer every question honestly?
To the best of my ability!
2. Have you ever stayed up all night while drunk or high?
Uhm, I've stayed up til' 2 drunk... does that count for anything?
3. Have you ever punched anyone in the face?
I've thought it pretty hard. I've yet to actually follow through with my imagination.
4. Do you miss anything or anyone?
Currently... not really.
5. What makes you laugh no matter what?
... Kids movies. They're always awesome. Seriously, I watched Despicable Me the other day, and that was a good movie. Always watch Kids movies, they're awesome.
6. Have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past five hours?
Well... I spent about half an hour planted on the mirro- uhm... nevermind.
7. Who was the last person you talked to?
My brother, Jonathon. He was complaining about being tired and sore from work.
8. What do you dislike at the moment?
People who don't ever finish their stories. Especially people who happen to be good authors. Seriously, major Pet Peeve.
9. Name one person on your top friends who is the most like you?
Huh... I can't really answer this question correctly, because I'm not entirely sure what I'm like in the first place.


HARDER

1. Do you get butterflies around the guys/girls you like?
You know, it'd be sweet and romantic if I did, but no.
2. Do you think it is bad to have sex at your age?
Uhm.... at 18? That's probably the Prime Time to have sex.
3. Will you get married?
... I have absolutely no idea. I can't even tell what I'll be doing in a weeks time, let alone as far as 10 years from now.
4. Will you be doing drugs in the near future?
Well, there will be plenty of Caffeine, but that's all... Well, aside from passive smoking. -.-
5. Do you lie about your age?
... I don't anymore, but hey, according to facebook, I just recently turned 21.

VERY PERSONAL.

1. If you were to have sex right now would you use a condom?
Uhm... yes? All those 'Safe Sex! No Regrets!' thing, as disturbing as they were, held some importance to me.
2. Are you happy with yourself?
I could be happier, but who couldn't? I have no quarrels with my life at the moment, only a few issues that indirectly effect me.
3. Would you change yourself for the person you love?
Well, if we're going by love, than I wouldn't have to change for the person that I love, because that defeats the whole purpose of being in love. Though I probably would anyways.
4. What do you tell yourself when times get hard?
I'd probably try keeping the 'Talking to myself' thing down, as, if life is getting tough, I probably wouldn't need the extra excuse to see a Shrink.

SECRETS.

1. When did you last cry?
Huh... probably... a few months ago. I still have no idea what spurred those tears on, considering I'd just woken up... I'm blaming stress of my brother moving back into my house.
2. When was the last time you were depressed?
Well, usually, it'd probably be listen to just-as-depressing music, recede into my room (like I don't do that normally), and wallow in my sadness. Then I discovered this: fc00.deviantart.net/fs36/f/200…
3. Do you believe in religion?
Huh, strange wording. Do I believe in religion? Yes! I believe in the Catholic Church and what it can do. Do I beleive in the Religious beliefs? Not entirely. Strange, I know, but I don't really care. I do, however, ackowledge that there is likely a greater power in the universe.
4. When was the last time you fell asleep with a girl?
Uhm... Probably when I was 4 or 5. No sexual happenings ocurred. Are sexual happenings even possible at that age?
5. What is currently on your mind?
... My brother just told me a story involving Cockroaches, Radroaches, and a BB-Gun. Take a guess at what's going through my mind at the moment.
6. Did you ever wish a close friend to death?
Doesn't that kind of defeat the purpose of being a 'Close Friend' if you want to kill them? I mean, brutal pain for being frustrating, sure, but death? Little extreme there I think.
7. Has a girl ever SERIOUSLY punched you more than once?
Has a girl ever SERIOUSLY punched me? No. Has a girl ever punched me at all? No. So far, I'm happy about the first one, kind of sad about the second point.
8. Have you ever made out until you ran out of breath?
Uhm... when I make out, I'll tell you.

SHOCKING

1. Have you done bad things with your parents near by?
Uhm, how bad are we talking about? Are we talking 'Farted within the vecinity of', or 'Masterbated on the other side of the table of', or are we talking 'Killed the house-hold cat and stuffed it into a crate' kind of bad? - by the way, I'm not admitting to do any of those things, especially not that masterbation one.
2. Have you started a horrible rumour about somebody?
Have I started a rumour? Will I ever start a rumour? Will answering the question begin a rumour of how much of a pussy I am? No to all of them.
3. Did you ever fail the school year?
Uhm, do you mean have I ever had to repeat? Because, I apparently failed Kindergarten, but I kept going to year 1.
4. Have you ever done hallucinogenic drugs?
No. Have I been offerred? Yes. Do I ever plan to? Not really.
5. Have you ever been too drunk to remember a certain night?
Unfortunately, I remember the night all too well.
6. Do you think your future will be a good one?
Do I think my future will be a good one? What am I? A seer? Sorry bud, but my schedule has been a little too hectic to make a quick trip to the Orcale of Delphi.

THE DEEP STUFF

1. Do you think you were raised well?
Hell yes I think I was raised well. How many people's parents actually trust them enough to have a computer right next to their bed, with no parental locks or anything. Yes, I do abuse that power, shut up.
2. Do you have a secret that you’ve never told ANYONE?
Why would I tell you? That kind of defeats the purpose of having a secret.
3. How do you handle stress?
With a knife! and fork. Actually, that's a lie. I tend to starve myself out when I'm stressed. Plus I have a tendency to get snappy... plus my back starts getting snappy as well. With stress comes a really bad posture, I'm sure it's horrible for my physical health.
4. How would you spend your last day alive?
Uhm... Probably not hear about it until the last minute of the day, and so become incredibly confused why everybody is bawling their eyes out or going around giving thanks and all that.
5. Do you hide wrongdoings well or do you have a guilty conscience?
If I did it, I'd probably have a massive guilty conscience, but continue to hide it until confronted about it. If it wasn't me directly, but I saw it happen, then no matter how much of a friend they are, my conscience would completely over-weigh me. I'm a hippocrit like that - I don't mind committing crimes myself, but I'd be damned before someone I know does something like that.
6. If there was true love on one side of the street and a million bucks on the other, which one would you pick?
I'd pick true love, than haul their ass over to the other side of the street and pick up the money. Why can't I have everything?
7. If your parents got divorced and you had to pick mom or dad to live with?
It'd have to be neither or both. I don't think I could live with just one, and put simply, I don't think they could live just on their own as it is.
8. If you had to choose between having one family member family?
Geez... hard question. I'm going to put on similar lines to last one and go All or None. I find that each member of my family holds their own little contribution, it just wouldn't be the same if someone wasn't there.
9. Do you think you could ever forgive someone who murdered a family member?
Huh. Let's think about this for a second... I mean, maybe if the murderer happened to b- NO! seriously, NEVER going to happen - either someone in my family being murdered, or me forgiving the murderer.
10. What is the worst thing you’ve ever done that your parents DON’T know about?
Uhm... I don't know... I would probaly say something along the lines of "looked at porn," but they probably do know, and just don't want details... I'm fairly honest with my parents, so really, I just don't know.

THE LOVE STUFF

1. Do you think you know the meaning of love?
I have some ideas, but you never know, I'm probably completely off.
2. The last time you kissed someone… was it someone you see yourself with?
Okay... the last time I kissed someone was... Not sure... but it was with... uh... don't remember. Does that answer that question?
3. What’s the most important part of a relationship in your opinion?
Trust? Understanding? Just being allowed to be yourself without holding up anyones opinions? If I don't know the meaning of love, how the crap am I supposed to know what the most fundemental part of it is?
4. If your parents didn’t like the person you were dating, would you lose them?
Uhm... Unless I dated some absolute bitch with a horrible sense of humour, chain-smokes, and sits on their ass all day doing nothing but whine and create problems *cough*sister-in-law*cough* I don't see my parents having problems with anyone I bring home.

THE RANDOM STUFF

1. Do you spend time with the same people always.. or new people?
Mostly with the same people, but that's only because... actually, I have no idea why. Igellkott, why do I even talk to you?
2. Do you think best friends can be replaced?
Best friends? Wouldn't that defeat the purpose of being a best friend, if you were replacable?
3. Are you the type that would rather stay at other peoples houses?
Mine, mostly because I know where everything is. In some subconscious way, I'm a bit of a control freak. It doesn't help that I'm also one of the few that ever hosts parties.
4. When is the last time you were truly happy with your life?
Truly happy huh? Good question. When I find out, I'll tell you.
5. Where was your default facebook picture taken?
About two steps behind where I currently am.
6. Do you think long distance relationships are ever really worth it?
I think they can work if you've already met and know eachother, but starting a relationship online is kind of... yeah. There's just something amoral about, like there's no real feelings in there. Sorry to all those who have met their spouses or whatever online *cough*sister-in-law*cough*, but I just don't find emotion in words that I consider empty - it's like making love to a bot.
7. What is your favorite color?
Rainbow? Why have 1 colour when I can have ALL colours? Plus shades. I like black, and white has that whole 'innocence' thing going.
8. What do you do when you have a bad day?
I dwell in an angsty mood and bitch and moan all day, than break-down and cry myself to sleep at 6:30, when I wake up twenty minutes later, I'm usually a bit better.
9. Do you believe ex's can really ever be “just friends”?
F*** yes! Heck, not only do I believe it, I know it. Still, I think it sort of comes down to how you break up, and the mutuality in the relationship.
10. Who messeged you last?
Uhm, my mother: "Ok", before that it was my brother: "I'll be late for dinner. Wet T-shirt competition about to start". I don't know if I should be worried that my mum has such an 'advanced' vocabulary and my brother is obviously going to strip clubs... Well, maybe not my brother, that just means he's liable to be a politician.
11. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
Uhm... good question. I don't actually remember. It was probably a long time ago... damn.
12. If you could pack up and leave your life now to move away, would you?
If I could pack up a leave to somewhere new? Yes. If I HAD to leave my life as it is now? Probably not.
13.Do you fall for people easily?
Am I quick to develop a crush on someone? Hell no. I can count the amount of crushes off the top of my head... it's kind of scary that I can still remember each and every one of them.
14. Are you quick to start a fight?
I have yet to actually be in a fight. As terrible as it sounds, I probably would if I knew I'd win, though thanks to watching WAY too many anime and playing way too many games, I've also developed some form of Japanese honour, so I have a refusal to attack anybody who's exceptionally younger than me before any of you start accusing me of that. I also happen to be an egalitarian, so I'm still willing to fight a woman if she's asking for it... I'd probably lose, but if I knew she could hold her own, I'd dive right into it. I have a strange mentality, don't I ?
15. Do your parents really know YOU?
I guess. I think the really question is, do I really know ME? But than we start dwelling into existances and the whole Human Existance, and I refuse to go about answering the Islam question from SoR on Friday.
16. Lyrics stuck in your head?
I don't have lyrics, but I do have the 'One Must Fall' theme song stuck in my head. Good thing it's a good song.
17. Are you tired?
Kind of. I didn't get to sleep until like... 4 in the morning, and got up at 10... so 6 hours sleep all up, but I'm not that bad for wear.

OFF THE WALL QUESTIONS

1. What Curse Word Do You Use The Most?
Crap or Fuck... probably crap.
2. Do You Own An Ipod?
No, I own a Creative Stone+ - that's right, non-conformist mother-f***ers!
3. Do You Ever Take Medication To Help You Fall Asleep?
No. I probably need to considering I usually have insomnia. Hence why I didn't get to sleep till 4 in the morning.
4. Do You Prefer Regular Or Chocolate Milk?
Unless you have an alergy to chocolate, I don't think you can answer any other way.
5. When Was The Last Time You Had Starbucks?
Ha! Starbucks? Please! I can make my own quick-and-easy coffees thanks.
6. Do You Think People Talk About You Behind Your Back?
Uhm, I tend to consider I'm just paranoid, but yes. More than like just normal Paranoia.
7. Is Anyone In Love With You?
If they are, then they haven't proffessed their undying love to me.
8. Ever Cry In Public?
Hell yes! There's no better way to get an adult's attention than by wailing at incredible decibles. Especially after said adult drops you down an entire case of stairs... The ones that go up and over the Railway lines... I think my parents were kind of totally unbothered about anything by the time they'd hit their fifth baby.
9. Are You Currently Wanting Any Piercings Or Tattoo?
Actually, yes. I wouldn't mind getting Tattoos. The only problem is, I wouldn't want them to be permanent - not necessarilly temporary, but having the option of removing them that doesn't result in having the skin removed from my back - literally. But not piercings. Don't like piercings.
10. Whats The Weather Like?
Freezing cold, which is wierd, because it's the end of spring. Very cloudy and wet, that's all I'll say.
11. Would You Ever Date Anyone Covered In Tattoos?
Sure, so long as the tattoos themselves weren't something stupid, racist, sexist, or just plain bigotry.
12. Do You Pay Attention To The Calories In The Package/Box?
... I sometimes check the ingrediants, but that's usually just to check out what certain flavour is so I can get more of it, but Calories? Are you kidding me?
13. Do You Use Sarcasm?
Oh wow, this has got to be the most important question yet. I'm not entirely sure how I can possibly answer this correctly .
14. Do you get along better with the same sex or opposite?
Why not both? Actually, I mostly get along with same sex, but that's only because I think most of the opposite sex finds me wierd and likely mentally retarded... and maybe physically retarded as well.
15. How Did You Get One Of Your Scars?
Haha! Bicycles. Don't ever ride one without shoes, the end result is a lot of pain and blood, and way too many hours in a hospital with people who have a habit of prodding and poking everything they can get their hands on. There is actually a good story behind my scar though. The day that my family was getting a family photo done, and the same day that the Wollongong Wolves were playing... someone that I can't remember, I decided I'd get my foot cut open by the Bicycle chain of my dads exercise bike. It wasn't my first accident with that Bicycle chain either, oh no - I've had my hand sliced open, and my foot cut twice by it, but the second time was easily the worst. People wonder why I've never learned how to ride a bike.
16. Who was the last person to make you mad?
I don't remember the last time I was mad, let alone who caused it.

P.S. I'm getting to all your messages, I just can't be bothered replying to them all at the moment.

Okay, so I'm just past half-way through all my exams. Good news is, I think I did rather well in Ancient History... let's not ever talk about Modern History or English again. My next exam is on Friday, so I got a bit more time to catch up on Ibn Idras Imam Al Shafi, Martin Luther (Not King jr.), Hajj and Baptism, with a few notes on Islamic and Christian Environmental Ethics. Lucky me.

Other than that, all's good on this front, been listening to www.youtube.com/watch?v=kCtGNC… - it's good. If you's have been wondering why I'm not replying to your comments, it's because I'm too busy procrastinating, not because I hate you's.

I had to do this, because 'twas amusing to see.

Less than 20=Seme
More than 20=Uke

01-[X] You like to be content in everything.
02-[X] When a person confesses his/her love to you and you don't like him/her, you start feeling very tense and/or you don't know what to say.

03-[X] You enjoy listening to smooth and relaxing music.
04-[X] You are quite hyperactive.
05-[ ] If you don't like something, you start crying and you don't care if you start talking too loud.

06-[X] You love candies or any type of caramel.
07-[X] You like making others blush.
08-[X] You sleep with a doll/ teddy bear/ pillow in your hand.
(... Just the pillow.)
09-[ ] You're usually shy with the opposite sex .
10-[X] You like romantic- funny anime.
11-[X] Between L or Light cosplay, you prefer L.
12-[ ] You have listened "an café".
(Listened to what?
13-[ ] You like listening to it (the above band).
(Still don't know what it is)
14-[ ] You have 1 or 2 song on your computer of "an café".
(I am so youtubing an café)
15-[ ] You are innocent and a little clumsy.
(Clumsy, far from innocent )



16-[X] You smile at kitties.
17-[ ] You usually say –kawaii-.
18-[ ] You like plushies.
19-[ ] Between light blue and blue, you prefer light blue.
20-[X] You hate Paris Hilton because she is an idiot.
21-[X] You have been lost in a shopping center/parking/cinema.
(Don't worry Igellkott, the shopping center was a maze for me too.)
22-[X] You have called to the mistaken number twice or more.
(Just wanted to make sure I hadn't dialed it wrong, okay?)
23-[ ] You cried with Pocahontas' ending.
(The more I think about it, the more I realise I haven't seen Pocahontas)
24-[X] You have used a very feminine dress or shirt.
(Is it my fault that even though it's a nice coloured shirt, it's got flowery designs on it?)

25-[ ] You call your pets with cute names.
(Sorry, I've got no pets)
26-[X] You believe that yaoi/yuri is the best.
(Yeah... uhm, can we not question this?)
27-[X] You're easy to trick/convince.
28-[ ] Some men scare you.
29-[ ] You have seen Pucca and you like it.
(Googling it only made me realise that it looks retarded)
30-[X] You have pink/red clothes or they are decorated with flowers.
(That one shirt is out to haunt me in this journal)
31-[ ] Sometimes you start looking at the clouds and you get lost in space.
32-[ ] You've said "Kyao" or something like that before.
33-[X] When a person of your same sex gets angry with you, you're at the defensive.
(Isn't that natural? I'd go defensive if it was the opposite sex too. Your point?)
34-[X] You like j-pop.
(Some of those songs a cool, leave me alone)
35-[ ] You have cried for more than one movie/TV series.
36-[ ] You watched gravitation and you felt like Shuichi-you watched strawberry panic and you felt like Nagisa.
(I have no idea what those are)

37-[X] You smile with no reason.
38-[X] You usually are very positive.
39-[X] When there's a rainbow, you run out to see it.
(Double Rainbow all the way! cdn.anyhub.net/thebest404pagee…)
40-[ ] You usually don't understand what your parents say
(I always understand them.)

22/40. I'm a Uke... the disturbing thing is, I'm oddly proud of that. That cannot be good for my mental health.

Dear Igellkott
I don't really know how to tell you this, but I'll join the monastery. I think I realized it when we skinny dipped in your camping car and I saw you sit on my father. I'm sure you're Ashamed enough to understand that extreme home make-over sucks. I'm returning Your love letters to you, but I'll keep My common sense as a memory. YOu should also know that I told in my confession today about a new life as  clone.
Go burn,
Kid-Saiyen



RULES:
Do the "Letter MEME". Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment, informing them that they have been tagged. Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.

-> How you do the Letter Meme:

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your journal):

I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .

___12___,

-your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister


2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes


3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife


4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out


5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk


6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed


7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks


8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service


9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college


10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked


11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics


12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain


That was, surprisingly, great fun to do... and I tag who-ever even bothers to read this. Because I'm positive most of you don't. Great friends you are.